@ My Worst
"@ My Worst" is a song by American singer Blackbear. It was released through Beartrap, Alamo, and Columbia Records on August 6, 2021 as the second single from his seventh EP Misery Lake.
Background and composition
"@ My Worst" was written and produced by Blackbear and Andrew Goldstein. It was previewed in an Instagram story and a TikTok video posted in the EP's lead up. The song describes Blackbear hoping for his lover to still love them even when at his worst moments.Music video
The music video for "@ My Worst" premiered on August 6, 2021 and was directed by Brent Campanelli. The video features Blackbear performing and wandering a house party while a woman dressed as the Devil haunts him.Personnel
Credits for "@ My Worst" adapted from Apple Music.Musicians
- Matthew Musto – lead vocals
- Blake Straus – guitar
- Kaela – keyboards
- Bonnie Brooksbank – violin
- Emily Elkin – cello
- Harry Allen – drums
- Blackbear – production, recording engineering
- Andrew Goldstein – production, recording engineering
- Alex Ghenea – mixing
- Dave Kutch – mastering